There’s a fine line, a choice in being jaded and caring too much.
it’s just that caring too much, will hurt you. 

Not tryna blame my surroundings, the people around me, my existing state, my fatigue, my stress, my stressors, no sleep, etc…

Just in general - sucks when you understand that everyone acts upon selfishness and impulse. mm I guess it’s just more evident here in new york.